Delaware Anxiety Spelled Out

So I'm sitting here with Kristin talkin and she won't stop harrassing me! Hellow to my new follower MELISSA!!! Please don't be antisocial plz and keep reading. You're my only real person to blog to...CULLLL_DEEEEEEE_SACCCCCC MOISTTTTTT...anyways if I haven't detered alllll my readers by know I don't know what will!! So grand new issue. How I know or at least should be coming back to Delaware (not Mizzou).

My parents make claims. They want me to switch cuz they dont like the grades I've gotten. I've gotte a C, D+, and C+, the latter shoulda been an A-...idk what happened. 3 semesters, all grades at B or above (except that one cursed grade). I have a 3.0, I still have my GPA, I love life out there, and they want to take that away.

Now I did sign a contract saying this past semester I would make 2 As, and nothing lower than a B (no B-). I got that, awaiting my last grade...and it comes in as a C+. So they do have a non legal document to keep to.

Whats stopping them: a legal lease on a house that me and 3 other bro-has are living in next year. Mrs Smith (Mrs DUDE) is a hardass who doesn't allow subletting and rarely rents to males b/c of their.....track record. So its a blessing we got the house. She also said if one of us (Dan) was to drop out (cuz of grades) he would still have to pay rent regaurdless of if he was living there or no....so this phrase applies to me...DIRECTLY. So mum and dad dont' seem to have too good of a shot of getting out of it.

They're willing to go to court (hypothetically) for this, but with cost of court, that just makes the money their saving by seneding me to hick Mizzou will lessen (6 thou a year). If they dont get out of the lease and have to pay it, thats 6 thousands so its as if their paying out of state tuition at Delaware while sending me to Mizzou (no housing included in Delaware costs) so this would defeat their purpose.

The only sensible thing would be, if they got out of the lease, then I would be coming back IMMEDIATELY. only catch is i would need to find a replacement for the guys (providing they dont' lose the house). if they lose the house, then i'm the asshole who ruined their lives (or just housing situation) and finding housing that late would be a nightmare.

Parents Flawed logic:
The want me back b/c I didn't fulfill my contract ok. They say 1. Its not finnancial, 2. Its about grades (contract...okay)
1. Its not about grades b/c if i went to mizzou and made another C they wouldn't pull me out (i asked). dad was caught saying they would care about my grades upon which he said he would care just not as much. so its not about grades...and they are willing to set a double standard on grades b/t schools. then i asked bout that and they said their not paying for me to go to delaware to make Cs thus making this.....

2. Finnancial. Paying to go to delaware, outta state, is about 6 thou more than mizzou (including scholarship). pardon me for working my ass off in HS and getting a scholarship. i also wrote then a note one nite when i had an anxiety attack and said I'd pay for the 6000 a year if they wanted, or would pay for any class i got lower than a B in. they said no because its not about the finnancial...thus bringing us back to grades...

see number 1

this leads to a cyclical cycle of redundancy! hahahahahahaha that was fun

sooooo i don't think they will follow thru or if they do it will be costly. I am going ot make this hard for them, tears will be shed, hatred will be felt for a while, words will not be spoken for weeks if this happens, loneliness will probably ensue too. i just used a sweet work ensue!

thats my post for tonight...next time, the Computer diaries. My comp crashed, it traveled to stores...get the real story on dateline tomorrow

Song for the next semester:
Full Circle-Aerosmith

Time
Don't let it slip away
Raise yo' drinkin' glass
Here's to yesterday
In Time
We're all gonna trip away
Don't piss Heaven off
We got Hell to pay
Come full circle